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Natalie Mielle
Natalie Mielle
𑣲 a bit about your web-saintess:
she wants to be flowers, but you make her owls. you must not complain, then, if she goes hunting. [ . . . ] i think she was longing for the time when she was flowers on the mountain, and it is making her cruel, as the rose is growing thorns.

she, they, zie. white, thirties, tme, bisexual, genderfluid but for brainweird reasons. toxic yuri warrior and general unlikable lunatic. aquarius who doesn't believe in astrology, scaredy-cat who doesn't believe in ghosts, loves some candles and rosemary magic despite being annoyingly atheist in real life. so-called "saintess" because i'm incapable of using the word "master" normally after decades in the doctor who mines, and i read a truly horrific amount of otome isekai and now think saintess is a normal word for an evil woman chosen by angels to fuck around and ruin everyone's day. this site dabbles heavily aesthetically with shades of rose pink, lindt teddy bears, strawberries and apples as a stand-in until they release the raspberry emoji, and the giant gaping hole that the owl service drilled in the side of my head when i read it as a precocious child. it is a work in progress, but i've decided that everyone talking about "living sites" was right and i'm tired of not publishing what i have done in case people expected more.

♡ જ⁀➴ rose of the month.
The Lady of the Lake  ♡ or: ausherbert.
crazy to technically be on the third rose of the month as i type this, btw. anmyway this month's rose is another david austin special, a really pretty pale pink / white rambler that's best for garden walls and feeding bees. this one isn't dear to me for personal reasons but i think that white roses that aren't exactingly whitened go under-appreciated despite how much they're the first type i think of planting when i think about committing to dedicate six years of my life every summer to the purebred horse of flowers.
♡ જ⁀➴ read my diary.
what do you mean i'm still not ready to publish this but i've already had to properly post my entry for last month??? that's crazy, i don't like that. it feels like i've been working on this for months but also like it's barely been a week total... at least i'm most of the way set for this now? i just have to make my rose of the month backlog, and tidy up my bear blog, and make my album ranker, and format my oc pages, and get most of my plans for what link opens to reveal what, and fill them all in, and then i'll be able to apply for webrings? so it's really barely anything, aha. ha.

at least i have a plan properly now. before i was really just throwing things around. i probably do need to make an earnest page for svsss which feels crazy to me but at a certain point.... well, at least i can do fanfic reviews here.

having published it and fixed the seven things that i had totally ignored needing to fix until the threat of my friends seeing them kicked in, i'm still kind of in awe to have had just a two month turnaround on something. normally i get a few high-intensity days of focus and then run into an invisible wall. my plans from here are probably just to get the sitemap formatted coherently so mobile users can navigate by it, and then... my two site embeds, probably? and then from there i'll be so bored of coding but not writing that i can get back to writing the filling for my tarot pull page randomizer. i considered having it pick three at full random but that runs the risk of having it pull a card in both upright and reversed so i'm thinking of running three randomizers instead and having you pull one upright, one reversed, and one major arcana. that way you still have some chance in position on the last pull but you also don't make me suicidal. i figure some apps and divination styles let you pull upright only so making my own custom three pull where you force one up and force one down before leaving the last to the wilds.

and then i recoded it six times because the elaborate spiderweb of div cages i use wasn't making me happy. i'm typing this at 4am as i completely wipe my mobile formatting and prepare to start it from scratch... i really did want to be able to just collapse all of the containers i do have but so much of it is at the top limits of my capability as it is that figuring out how to preserve the design with a bigger font and half of the boxes inexplicably just 2% too big??? way out of my league. i know when i'm beaten and right now on that front i absolutely am.

latest entry
J ULY . . .

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♡ જ⁀➴ let's catch up.
since my last: the foundation repairs have finished and we haven't had any new flooding in the basement despite a lot of houses in our bit of town struggling with it. as far as the roof goes... all we can really do is wait, although i do need to get back to the company we hired and see if they can't spot us something to cover it until they're able to come and renovate properly. i won't lie and say i've been handling the leak well because, quite frankly, it would be more alarming after my personal past with damaged rooves™ and black mold if i wasn't freaking the fuck out. i'm handling it better than i was by virtue of admitting it and taking a shit tonne of nyquil at bedtime, so! wins where you get them.
 
touching grass: star and i lost our favourite walking trail after everyone and their mayor decided it was a good spot to park their big yellow machines, but we're making plans to get the front catio porch functional as an actual entrance and exit again which means it will be easier to pop out on walks around to the corner shop and then actually get back to visiting the local national parks from there. the rain has thrown everything off-track and i am mourning the summer i thought i'd spend fighting the lawnmower and face down in the ocean, but i'm trying to push through the absolute seasonal meltdown the entire city seems to be having alongside me.
 
mindlessly scrolling: we've been watching widow's bay on the recommendation of a few members in the horror manga scanlation discord i'm in and its honestly been both very fun and very scary. i know i'm a coward but i'm also a relentless bitch and i've had very little to complain about on the screaming-from-behind-a-cushion front. as ever i am still embroiled in afk journey, and i will be until the third half of the season rolls in and we get to finish our map by breaking into the house of the kid who was poisoning his classmates in the previous arc. i don't think i'll be so lucky as to see my ugly dog wizard husband BUT i may be able to hear vague references to him from the soundalike kid he took under his crooked and miserable wing.
last updated: 5:00am, friday, july 3rd, 2026
♡ જ⁀➴ camera roll.
♡ જ⁀➴ sites i really like.
disclaimer: i like some of these for their tone, some for their resources, and some for their code. to make it extra confusing as to which is which, i put them in alphabetical order. have fun !
♡ જ⁀➴ chapter summary.
in which i show off my questionable aesthetic taste and five hundred links to the rest of my site, go over the terms of engagement, do a characters like me sampler, admit to using bluesky, and generally overwhelm you with everything but autoplay. if you dislike tiny and pale text, now is when to tap out (or switch to mobile view). if you love infinite dropdowns and pink, this is for you. fun fact: the discworld quote changes if you refresh me.
♡ જ⁀➴ discworld quote.
♡ જ⁀➴ steal her hue.
♡ જ⁀➴ homebrew twitter.
♡ જ⁀➴ BEAR-IKKOJI / BURRIK-KUMA.
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♡ જ⁀➴ monthly planner.
schedule for july
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♡ જ⁀➴ to-do list.
make diary templates
fix rss feed coding
port all posts in
clean up code
viable mobile version
♡ જ⁀➴ changelog.
  14 / 07 : fiddled popup  
  14 / 07 : desktop re-cage  
  10 / 07 : first draft sitemap  
  08 / 07 : second well  
  08 / 07 : wip dead-end code
  08 / 07 : all links work
  01 / 07 : fell down a well
  02 / 07 : started pages
  30 / 06 : formatting fin
  30 / 06 : added site recs
  30 / 06 : added rose otd
  29 / 06 : made button
  29 / 06 : mobile response
  29 / 06 : ported old bits
  29 / 08 : restarted log

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