in which i lay out and over-explain my nested folders and their intended purposes, both for the ease of anyone on desktop who wants to see the entire menu without playing clickthru games and for anyone brave enough to read this on mobile who is using this as my default navigation. 🙛 walkthrough.

every planned page on my website will be listed here regardless of completion, but only pages currently active and clickable will be on a normal opacity. the latest page is my antiweb manifesto and the next intended page is hopefully my afk merlin lore. 🙛 about & personal

this is stuff that i think focuses on communicating something about me as a person, instead of my opinions or thoughts or creative endeavours. it's all stuff that feels very self-indulgent to publish because the only reason for anyone to read it is out of interest in specifically me myself.

visit the whoracle
get a themed site oldweb intro style tarot reading

about the blogger
stuff the websaintess summary didn't cover

grand prix
dissecting the epithets i've given myself

previous tries
every "about me" i've tried to write and given up on

mandatory questionnaire
mouseling's one hundred questions for webmasters

planned posts
dumping ground for unwritten blogposts

antiweb manifesto
why i'm still online, why i shouldn't be, what to do

osdd quarantine
talking about cptsd through the medium of identity

disclaimer before sub-system summaries

i know i said i'd map everything but tbqh i'm shaking like a dog even listing super basic system stuff on a public website so for the sake of finishing this page i'm just going to list the subgroups you can find in osdd quarantine, and the names of the alters in each one if you're looking for a specific person. i'd apologize for being a liar but as ever its not that i didn't mean to do it, it's that i failed

daphne / shared core id

or: daph, daphie. red apple emoji, she / zie / they pronouns are fine.
 
parts: myfanwy (host for daphne and daily, anep, she), ellie (ep, she), ben (protector, he), posy (ep, she), vesperine / nina (anep? co-host for just daphne, they), romy (anp, any), felicity (persecutor "who was right", zie), saoirse (emotional amnesia anp, she).

daphne / all outer orbit alters

or: days, dazey. green apple emoji, plural they / them only.
 
parts: yvie / vienna (fawn anp, she), penny (anp, she), verona (ep, she if any), elena (anep, she), bela (anp, he), juno (ep, she), sabina (co-host for just daily, she), mina (anp, she), sonnet (ep, she), peregrine (melancholic anp, he), maisie day (bubbly ep, she), rosanna (ep, she).

other / miscellaneous dissociation

or: matching d- name pending until something clicks lmao. hazel/pea/coconut emoji, no pronouns. secondary destructured parts, blended states that can only happen in hyper-specific circumstances, catch-alls, getting stuck in specific age-sliding states, other stuff i forget.
 
parts: hazelnut (blended antisocial headspace), peanut (blended regressive headspace), coconut (out of body hellscape), clairiere (ssd adult, she), cheshire (ssd teen, she), suzette (age-stuck adult, she), anwen (age-stuck teen, she), polly (age-stuck child, she), faye / the moirai (triple host blur, she), zip (fawn response but for getting stuck in your worksona, she), willow (vulnerable part co-con, they), monday (willow blur with their protector, they), catalina (manic psychotic blur, she), pashka (depressive psychotic blur, he)

decades of poetry
my writing circa deviantart 2006 onwards

look at my cats
i'm so serious. i have three. look at them.

my sun and stars
soulmates are real btw and this is mine

characters like me
horrible time capsule to 2013 kinblr.